My greatest enemy these days has been fear. I really hate the awkward moments in classes where there's dead silence because nobody dares to answer the teacher, or even make a guess to the question. Why? Because we're afraid to be wrong! (Except my friend Christa who decided not to answer becuase she wanted to see what the teacher would do if no one piped up. I told her afterwards she was sadistic. XD)
That's some weird fear I have to get over myself. I hate leaving class with a sinking feeling of "I should have just said something, even if I end up being wrong!" I get so angry at myself for wimping out just because I was afraid. It doesn't make me feel good at all! I'm a coward! XD
One of these days I'll get over it, maybe. The first step is to speak up! (And in a clear voice, too. No mumbling!)
That's some weird fear I have to get over myself. I hate leaving class with a sinking feeling of "I should have just said something, even if I end up being wrong!" I get so angry at myself for wimping out just because I was afraid. It doesn't make me feel good at all! I'm a coward! XD
One of these days I'll get over it, maybe. The first step is to speak up! (And in a clear voice, too. No mumbling!)
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