Hahah, I'm not feeling crappy or anything, I just wanted to write about this. n_n;

I'm mad at her for wearing make-up because she doesn't need it. She really doesn't, and I'm not just saying that because I don't wear make-up myself. Some people look good with it, but her, just no. =/ All she uses right now is black eye-liner, but it looks so odd. Her hair is in her fave all the time anyway, why need to outline it in more shadows?

I'm upset and I don't know what to do about it. It's her choice, so I don't say anything about it, but I hate it. This must be what a teenager is like. I never knew they could be so rebellious and make such stupid decisions based on peer pressure. I thought it was just a TV kind of thing, and even so, I never expected my own sister to be like that, too. I thought she'd be better than that.

Now I really know I can never have kids. I thought about it the other day, and it must be tough for parents to tell their kid not to do something, and then they do it. I was just thinking how upset I get when I tell the people I care about not to do something rash, hoping that maybe they'd listen to what I hope is a voice of reason, but then they don't change at all. I would hope that talking about feelings and stuff would make people feel better, but I've learned that with some people, even if they do talk to you, they don't change anything. (Not that Tomo is one of them, I'm thinking of another guy. XD)

But, gosh, she really doesn't need it. She seriously looks so generic that if I try to imagine her right now, I can only think of her in the one same outfit. She never looks different with her sense of dress. I can't complain about her clothes as much as her make-up, because of everything, the make-up is the weirdest.

I HOPE SHE WILL GROW UP AND LOOK BACK ON THE HER RIGHT NOW AND THINK IT'S RIDICULOUS.